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[Dec. 14th, 2004|11:00 pm] |
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| | confused | ] | Dammit It's alright to tell me what you think about me I won't try to argue or hold it against you I know that you're leaving, you must have your reasons The season is calling your pictures are falling down
The steps that I retraced the sad look on your face The timing and structure, did you hear, he fucked her A day late a buck short I'm writing the report On losing and failing when I move I'm flailing now
And it's happened once again, I'll turn to a friend Someone that understands, sees through the master plan But everybody's gone and I've been here for too long To face this on my own, well I guess this is growing up
And maybe I'll see you at a movie, sneak preview You show up and walk by on the arm of that guy And I'll smile and you'll wave We'll pretend it's okay The charade, it won't last When he's gone, I won't come back
And it'll happen once again, you'll turn to a friend Someone that understands, sees through the master plan But everybody's gone, and you've been there for too long, To face this on your own, well I guess this is growing up
Well, I guess this is growing up |
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[Dec. 9th, 2004|11:51 pm] |
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| | amused | ] | this entry is to my mother effing BREEZY to the LOU! BIZNATCH! haha oh i have oh so many memories with brie......her bday lake who haw and random days at her house and grandmas! haha hew good times! love yah grl! |
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| i hate being sick its so..... ::throw up noise:: haha |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|08:46 pm] |
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| | Always-Blink 182 | ] | i hate being sick! its so YUCK! ugh! yesterday i woke up at like 1:00 AM cuz i was sick and i couldnt go back to sleep until 4:00! so i stayed home today from school and i dont think i can ask for a better best friend! LOUIE ur the BEST! who else would take a couple hours off school for me just to take care of me? haha i loved his determenation to get me to eat and to fall asleep haha and i like ate and slept after he left...haha sry. he was suppose to make me soup but instead he made himself some pizza! wutever i didnt want grose soup anyways! but he had to leave cuz he had to go to basketball cuz he had a game and stuff idno i wanst really paying attention. and then i had to go to work! ugh! wut a burn! but its cool cuz i hung out with Daryn and we had to do 2 walls! ::GASP!:: well we had to do one and i helped her with the other one she was suppose to do. this weekend is that hula show! woot woot! lol and theyre gunna do TAHITIAN! yay! that ones my favorite!lol i love hula! but thank god i dont do it! lol i enjoy it enough just watching my grls (Chloe Lauren Alyssa Jade and Cis)and Jr. Dance! aww i love u guys! well im out pary pple! love yahz! love yah Louie! i couldnt ask for more! and i LOVE U TOO EMILY! MWAH! |
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| Welcome to my Life |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|10:13 pm] |
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| | Simple Plan | ] | SIMPLE PLAN LYRICS
"Welcome To My Life"
Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face No one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted Never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life |
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| dont judge me tomarrow by the way im acting today |
[Nov. 28th, 2004|10:51 pm] |
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| | happy | ] | i got ur back you got mine ill help u out anytime too see you hurt to see u cry makes me weep and wanna die if we agree to never fight it wouldnt matter whose wrong or right if a broken heart nedds a mend i'll be there till the end if your cheeks are wet from drops of tears dont worry let go of all your fears hand in hand love is sent we'll be friends till the end~!
*to all my friends whom i love oh so much! and u too ili *life is too short to hold grudges |
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| Whores Dont Get a Second Chance...lets all put that in our backpockets |
[Nov. 22nd, 2004|10:16 pm] |
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| | Fairy Tales-JoJo | ] | hey guys! sry i havent updated in like forever....ugh! i ahte school! but i love it cuz of my ASIA and MARY-L (lol)! i love those grls! but anyways.....i hope this week goes by fast! and then thanksgivings on thursday! party at weezy's! lol lets see....wut did i do this past week? lol um...... monday i went to mc donalds and hung out wit dan and andrew then after louie and joey came over then joey left and came back with brian and martinez and brought ICE AGE! we gotta watch some of it but joey wanted to take it lol tuesday...um...i dont remember....wednesday dan brian and louie dropped me off at work....and stayed....and bugged me....then on thursday i dont remember again..... then on friday the boys play off game...it was a good season guys! and i spent the night at ariels house and i saw maylia! i miss that grl, it was good catching up with her! ....then on saturday i went to bell jeffs midnight madness and played in the rain lol oh yeah sry louie i made u bleed....u deserved it sorta lol then on sunday louie was nice enough to spend the day with me... and i made him and joey chips and dip and stuff and then ne n louie played bball and i kicked his ass! i even gave him a bruise! haha fall on ur face son? lol and then i walk in my house and martinez and andrew and joey were there and chloe too! aww i miss my chloe! and then we went to eat at the old speghetti factory for ruth's bday! happy bday rufus! and 2day i wasnt feeling well at all! i thought i died! but wutever dude i got the day off lol i cant wait till this weeks over! oh no! i got a chem test 2marrow! YIKES! g2g and study! k bye! |
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| another sad day... |
[Nov. 4th, 2004|10:27 pm] |
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well this week has been really rough. our beloved nino passed away, and it was a week today. i miss him so much already. i can not be going to another funeral anymore! this was the 5th one in 5 months! {that's really sad to be saying that} i mean...i knoe i want him here with us still, but the good thing is that he is no longer in any pain. he wanted so badly to go to sleep last wednesday, that his body was juss to tired to make it til the end of the week. he was so strong until the end and im so glad he made it this far. hes gone to heaven with the rest of the family, so i knoe he wont have any trouble not having anyone up there with him. god i miss him. alot. the funeral was nice and there were alot of tears shed. so many people loved my uncle and im so glad that alot of his friends were there in support. my family was saddened by the tradegy that happened, but looking back at all the good and fun times we shared with him and unforgettable. we will always miss him at our family events, but we now know that he is looking down upon us and watching over each and every one of us, everyday. his bright smile, his contagious laugh, and his unique sense of style will be missed greatly, and we will never ever forget him. We love you and we miss you and we'll take care of the doggies for you...Jay-J & Soxie...*R.I.P.* |
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[Oct. 25th, 2004|03:39 pm] |
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| | "I'm so Fly"- Lloyd Banks | ] | I AM: a girl I WANT: to live the life i've always dreamed of I HAVE: the best of friends and a beautiful family... I WISH: i could be in NY rite now I HATE: school stuyding homework I MISS: having a boyfriend....but i love the single life!!...lol... I HEAR: the nelly CD I SEARCH: for love... I WONDER: who im gonna marry?? I REGRET: all the bad things i've done I LOVE: HATERS!!!!...lol I ALWAYS: gossip...lol...what girl doesnt... I AM NOT: doing homework I DANCE: with the girls!!! I SING: in the shower I CRY: when someones i love dies I AM NOT ALWAYS: right I WRITE: love letters...lol I WIN: when it comes to hula and THEME DAY!!! I LOSE: my temper when i hav to...lol I CONFUSE: myself I NEED: to kiss ????? I SHOULD: do my homework
x. Mother thinks I am: her baby but knows im crazy and i wish she thought i was innocent x. Three things you are often complimented for: my hair, cute-ness?, hula x. I get embarrassed when: i act really fuckin stupid sometimes x. Makes you happy: being with people i love. x. Upsets you: many different things x. You keep a diary: no x. You like to cook: YEA!...but i dont know how to that good???... x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: of course x. You're in love: define wat love is and i will answer x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: not on purpose x. You bite your fingernails: no..i like my nails... x. You believe in love: yea
Who is...? The weirdest person you know: ummm...thas a hard one...everyone is!! The Loudest Person you Know: JENNA!!... The Sexiest Person you Know: THE COUSINS!!! and all my hula girls Your close friends: there is not enough space to name all of them... The Person that Knows the Most about you: all my cousins...i love you guys!! Your Crush?: ???? Most Boring Teacher Ever: ugh!!!!...most of them!!!
1. What is...? Your most overused phrase on IM: lol The last image/thought you go to sleep with: ummm...i dont knoe?!?!? Your best feature: EVERYTHING!!!... Inside joke: *one eye closed*...lol...
2. Do You...? Take a shower every day?: yea Have a(any) crush(es): Yea Think you know you've been in love: *i think...lol* Want to get married: HELL YEA!!!..I CANT WAIT... Have any tattoos/where?: :) Piercings/where?: belly...ears...nipples...lol...right emily... Get motion sickness: No Think you're a health freak: not really Get along with your parents: not all the time Like thunderstorm: nO!!!...they'er scary!! SIGN: VIRGO bay!! NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark brown CURRENT HAIR COLOR: black EYE COLOR: Dark Brown. BIRTHPLACE: bubank PARENTS: mommy and daddy...i miss him... SIBLINGS: 2 older sisters...i love them both!! LIVE WITH: mommy and sister FAVORITE RELATIVE: my COUSINS of course...
( FAVORITES ) NUMBER: 10 COLOR: pink/brown/orange DAY: friday/saturday MONTH: ????? SONG: ummm.....i love all kinds of music!!! FOOD: ummm...thas a hard one...??? SEASON: a tie between summer and winter SPORT: Basketball DRINK: mine and alia's best friend...*BARCARDI RAZZ*...right alia!!...lol... VEGGIE: all kinds
( PREFERENCES ) CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? i love to cuddle...then make out:) CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot cocoa MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? dark then milk VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? both:)
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... ) CRIED? no HELPED SOMEONE? yea BOUGHT SOMETHING? yea GOTTEN SICK? nope GONE TO THE MOVIES? i want to... GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yea WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no TALKED TO AN EX? yea MISSED AN EX? thought of him... WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? an l/j TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? yea HAD A SERIOUS TALK? not really... MISSED SOMEONE? all the time HUGGED SOMEONE? yea FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? not yet... FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no...
Name 9 things you hate: -school -bitches -expensive shit -teachers -black licorice -not being out on a saturday night... -being alone... -not driving yet -not
Would You Ever.. 1. Eat a bug? eeewwww!!!! 2. Bungee jump? fuck yea!! 3. Hang glide? i'd try it 4. Kill someone? NO!! 5. Have sex with someone you don't love? what if i liked him...*does that count* 6. Kiss someone of the same sex? yea... 7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? depends who...thats a thinker...lol 8. Parachute from a plane? i dont knoe... 9. Walk on hot coals? i like my feet!!....HELL NO!! 10. Go out with someone for their looks? umm...not if they're super mean 11. For their reputation? maybe... 12. Be a vegetarian? thats a hell no... 13. Wear plaid with stripes? no 14. IM a stranger: ??? 15. Sing karaoke? yea!!!...if i was drunk...lol 16. Get drunk off your ass? hell yea...lol...*been there*done that* 17. Shoplift? ??? 18. Run a red light? prolly 19. Star in a porn video? yea...they get paid alot...lol... 20. Dye your hair blue? no 21. Be on Survivor? its kewl 22. Wear makeup in public? obviously 23. NOT wear makeup? of course 25. Make someone cry? depends...not if it wasnt neccessay 26. Call your math teacher a idiot? lol...not to their face... 27. Kick a baby? HOW SAD!!!!....*what kind of ? is that* 28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? yea!! 29. Cuss out a priest? NO! 30. Take a job as a janitor? shooot!!!1...its a job...lol... 31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? thas basically all i waar...but i do love grannies:)...lol... 32. Stay up all through the night? i love all-nighters 33. Drink straight espresso? no |
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| Over and Over |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|07:17 pm] |
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| | tired.......of this shit | ] | Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause it’s all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it Nooo
I can’t wait to see you Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time Being mad about the same things Over and over again About the same things Over and over again Ohh But I think she's leaving Ooh man she's leaving I don’t know what else to do (I Can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again yeah And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it Nooo
I remember the day you left I remember the last breath you took right in front of me When you said that u would leave I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything But I see clearly now And this choice I made keep playing in my head Over and over again Playing my head Over and over again Ohh I think she's leaving Ooh man *she's leaving I don’t know what else to do (I Can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can’t take it I can’t shake it Nooo
(Now that I’ve realized that I’m going down From all this pain you’ve put me through Every time I close my eyes I like it down I can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can’t take it I can’t shake it Nooo
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can’t keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can’t take it I can’t shake it Nooo
Over and Over again Over and Over again Cause it’s all in my head |
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[Oct. 11th, 2004|05:38 pm] |
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yep as you can tell this weekend was the homecomming as chloe just wrote lol yeah sry i dont have any pictures RIGHT NOW but later i will lol yeah there were soo many grls at the house getting ready...there was make up curling irsons flat irons chlothes every where yelling screaming laughing music lol i loved it! lol getting ready was so much fun but not as fun as the real thing! yeah all the guys which looked HOT btw came to pick us all up...well they were late but we werent huh louie? lol actually we were even early even when we had to bust a mission to get his pin cuz he dropped it in the car! ::gasp!:: lol but we finally got it and we finally found someone to put it on! yess! its ok u didnt wear ur hat u still looked sexy and we still were the sexiest pair/couple there haha and then when we got there we said hi to everybody and i saw all my PHS friends! aww haha i saw my PHS friends at a BJHS homecomming lol yeah but friday was fun....dancing hanging out and SLEEPOVER! haha ariel! u have to have another sleepover with me! the last one didnt count cuz i wasnt there lol but the other did k? lol yeah but i had so much fun at homecomming cuz i gotta go with my favorite fat ass/whale ever! we'll go to the beach next time...pinky promise! ;) thanks for everything! i love u and u knoe im always here for u and thanks for never leaving me! lol
and asia! ur so mean! making lil grls cry! hahaha good that dirty lil slut deserved it! haha dont worry im always here for u! i'll be there 2marrow...............front row with popcorn haha |
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[Oct. 10th, 2004|10:39 pm] |
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WOW!!! what a weekend!!...it started off with homecoming, and ended in a boring ass weekend in vegas!!...ugh!!...anyways, homecoming was fun...got our nails done on thursay...then everyone came to my house to get ready on friday night...lots of girls in the house....it was fun...so much make-up, curling irons, dresses, boobs...u name it!...then all the guys came to pick us up(we were almost late, but really...they would've let us in)...all the guys looked HOT too:)...OMG, kevin and ariel were sooo adorable!!...my ariel's first homecoming!!...got there, got a table, ate..the food was pretty bad...except for the potato that looked like a cookie...lol...Kevin: "I thought it was a cookie"...danced the night away...it was fun...all of us held it down for phs!!..U KNOW!!!...then my "best friend" flipped out on whats his face!!..it was soo funny!!...u knoe he was lookin'!!!...OMG!! des looked soo cute:) along with cousin, curly, and xavie....awwww...u guys are so cute...we NEED to hang our more!!...we were the party!!...everyone was jealous!!...then i had to drive all the way to vegas!!...got there at 6 in the morning...and had a boring ass time...not too much to say about it...cass was sick poor thing...but otther than that...i guess i had fun...here's some pix from cousin's cam...thanks...cousin...lol...but i'll post more later...to all my girls..i love you guys and thanks for a bomb-ass time!!!...*until next time*...*kisses*hugs

me & cousin

HOTTIES!!!

cousin & xavie...aww!!!...u guys are so cute:)

I LOVE YOU COUSIN & CURLY!!!!

the whole gang!!.....

my little "sex kitten"..me..mylia..and emily!...gettin' our goove on...
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[Oct. 7th, 2004|10:21 pm] |
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ugh!!...today was soo fuckin' annoying...i had fuckin' 4 tests, but then i got my nails done rite after theme day practice, which made me feel better:)...anyways...that was fun, all of us getting ready for 2morrow!!...im excited...i love dressin' up, but im a little worried about my dress...awwww...and my ariel is goin'!!!..how fuckin' pretty is she?!?!...shes soo cute:)....n.e.ways....hopefully it will be fun and all those bitches that are gonna be there, fuck' em...thas for damn shure...anyways enof of that...OMG!!!...i saw the cutest coach bag today...ugh!!...i wanna it sooo bad!!...i need a fuckin' job man!!...but i dont knoe cuz i mite be playin' b-bal...ugh!!...im scared, i havnt ran in the longest time and i hav conditioning on monday!!!...how out of shape am i!!....geez!!...but i guess i hav to go finish cleani'...unitl next time...*kisses*hugs*...<3, chloe`

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[Oct. 6th, 2004|11:35 pm] |
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| | Welcome to Paradise-Green Day | ] | Can i just please say.....that i FUCKING love my cousins? u guys r so hot! GOD! y r we so sexy?! haha jp i love this one especially! shes a thug! she goes by CHUBS! she'll kill a bitch quick! she dont care! she looks innocent ----> but right here -----> shes contemplating on what shes gunna do to the trick that stole her cookies at recess....dont mess with her! haha i love that gurl...shes FUNNY! and if ur in our family u knoe wut i mean! lol |
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| I MISS MY OPIOS!!!! |
[Oct. 6th, 2004|08:23 pm] |
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OPIOS!!!..i miss you guys sooo much...i mean i havnt seen ash since...umm..the concert...where we got busted for drinking...that white boy didnt knoe who he was messin' with!!...really, who wants to fuck with us??...and all the rest of the girls i saw last saturday but i still miss you all!!...i mean, we aint gonna hav hula for like 2 weeks!!...hell yea!!...i aint complainin'...i juss wanna to tell you guys what up, and tha i missed you...we need to chill guys!!...and bob is gonna be there FOR SHURE this time!!..."I LOVE YOU BOB!!!"...lol..how fun was that concert...except for that fuckin' drunk ass that spilled on me not 1, not 2, but 3 times!!!...ugh!!...im so glad i havnt talked to him...i really hope that we dont look like that when we a little tipsy...lol...i mean i knoe you guys dont and im hoping i dont either!!...alia!!..."BACARDI RAZZ OUR BEST_FRIEND...lol...but we need to hang out SOON!!...im soo serious!!...lol...well, ill talk to you all laters, and take care...love you guys!!...*kisses*hugs*...until next time... <3, melia 
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[Oct. 6th, 2004|08:23 pm] |
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[Oct. 5th, 2004|10:14 pm] |
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| | Love Of my Life-Erykah Badu | ] | yeah chloe we aint goin back to charlotte rouse cuz we already left our territory mark! hahah funniest thing ever! ven though we're sniffin the buger suger! lol we're gunna look so sexy! DAMN! i would so do us if i wasnt us! chloe we gotta go shopping again at that mall when we aint in a rush....we'll leave our territory marks other places too! well 2day me and louie went shopping for our homecomming stuff.....k well HIS homecoming stuff...sexy!actually it wasnt that stressful and i didnt yell! it was really quick...we got all his stuff in less then an hour and a hlaf! damn we're good! lol we go from the down up! lol then we came back to my house and fell asleep in the car cuz it was so tiring! then we came back to my house where we were both interigated on if we're "drinkers" or if we "smoke the maryjane" haha it was funny though my dad such a loser! and then we ate our hamgurgers/sandwiches haha and our big grapes.... and we watch american wedding...funniest movie! stifler: ur a mother fucker finch: yes i am haha i love that part! haha but chloe OMG! the santa anita malls the best...memories haha we're good under pressure! lol |
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[Oct. 5th, 2004|09:28 pm] |
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| | tired | ] | seriously...i dont knoe what im gonna wear...ugh!!..whatever!!...anyways...today was sooo tiring...i gave blood at 830 didnt go back to class untill 1030 and then felt like shit the rest of the day. WHATEVA!!...i got to eat donuts with my little "sex kitten" and wasted time...lol...then i had theme day practice...really i didnt even know we only had 2 weeks...WHAT THE FUCK!!!...im so glad though...i cant wait til its over!!...lol...anyways...then i went to the mall (once again)...and didnt find shit...but i said fuck it...i hate the malls now and i aint gonna go back...juss gonna wear my brown dress...we all still gonna look gewd as hell...oh yea chelsea...i left a little sumthin' at Charlotte Russe...lol...hope u had fun getting ur shoes...u gonna look fuckin' HOT chels!!...well i guess thas it for now...*until next time....****
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[Oct. 4th, 2004|10:03 pm] |
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| | P.Diddy_"I'll be missin' you" | ] | WOW!!!...what the hell am i gonna wear!!!!...all i knoe is that all the cousins are gonna look sexy as fuck!!..and that aint no kind of lie...rite chels??...HELL YEA!!!anyways...and i dont know how people can be soo fuckin' DESPERADO!!! whatever...as long as us cousins look gewd...and my ariel!!...seriously..i love going to skewl with that girl!!! shes sooo cute...u getting sooo fuckin' old girlie!!!...u gonna look hot too!!! for sure!!!!...CHELSEA!! hopfully we can go again and buy all the shit that we didnt buy...how dumb are we!!...oh yea, and we hav to leave a lil' sum'um sum'um at Charlotte Russe....lol...how fuckin' funny was that...u thought i wasnt gonna see you huh...lol...oh well...we dont go to that one that much anyways...lol...but really i cant wait 'til friday, and we'll post some pix from our hot night!..oh yea baby...well until next time...****
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[Oct. 2nd, 2004|04:24 pm] |
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| | sad | ] | well, today was a sad day. uncle ablbert's funeral was today and now him and my dad are neighbors. MERCY!! R.I.P. Albert. miss ke'ala and my lil' bro...im here whenever you need me...honestly. I know exactly what is goin' through your mind...why him??...why now??...well i guess that's where only God knows. He's in a better place now and hes looking down upon you guys and ur mommy and will always be with you guys everywhere you go. no matter what. i know its gonna be hard the first few months, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel and he would want you guys to move on. I mean yeah, it was hard for me when my daddy passed, and i was younger than both of you. i envy you guys because you guys hand your daddy longer than i did. He couldnt even get to see me graduate 8th grade. He was there in spirit but it would have been nice to see him there. Nothhing is ever gonna be the same and of course you're never ever ever gonna get over the fact that hes gone but really you are so lucky to have had your dad in your life as long as you did. I love you guys so much and im always here for anytihing. |
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